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Hi to anyone seeing this, have always want to share my problems with someone especially a counselor, am share to share with my family and loved once cause it’s not something am proud of too. Have been face this challenges for a long time now I feel the world and life it’s self have turned against me I don’t knw if it’s me or if that has always been my destiny. I have a son and am staying with my family, ever since the birth of my son have been trying so hard to have a better life and not letting people see me as a failure too trying to work my part straight things has not been favorable for me nothing is working, I had no other choice than to sleep with men for money too seeing am not happy with that choice I made I got depressed I wasn’t happy doing all that but I had no choice too not for long I met my partner he was what I prayed for but not the person I expected I had no choice than to stick with him cause he helped me lift my burden off, gradually I stop doing what I was doing things were going smooth but I forgot to live something behind and it’s has been another problem I got initiated into drugs then it did really get hold of me, But now have gotten use to it, I met friends in my street and I hang out with them and we do this thing offend I knw the demages it will cause me, I can’t control that feeling and I can’t easily quit am hating myself so much am also scared of losing myself, now I just feel empty I feel like giving up cause life is just the same for me things can’t straight for me, if my boyfriend leaves me I have nothing left I don’t know what my life will turn into. This was not what I planned for myself and my son. I just want to give up already, all this lifestyle is not what I choose for myself but it seem I don’t have a choice. Pls I need help