I feel like a “shadow” in my family. I am a twin, but it seems like I am her alternative. Like I was only born to be behind her. I have never for once feel jealous of her or angry because of how I feel about the way I am treated. Instead, I have accepted it that way. Hence I feel I have no reason to live, I can’t find my purpose, I struggle to be happy with my life. I need help please! Advice me please.