I’m tired of living, I’m also scared of dying, everything is so hard, why do we have to struggle so much? I’m a single mother and the 1st child of my family, this responsibility is too much on me. I have made bad decisions in my life but how long am I going to suffer for it, I’m in debts, I’ve been humiliated, Loan apps are reaching out to my contacts, I’m ashamed of living, why do I have to suffer this way. I try to be strong for my son, I try to stay alive for him, but staying alive gets harder by the day, I don’t want to fight this anymore, I can’t fight this for longer