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Hello dear, Please I really need advice on my relationship. I'm a girl of 24 years I'm in a relationship with two guy; 39 and 33 years respectively. I dated the 39 years old guy first before we had a disagreement and fell out and then I dated the 33 years old guy who is now my current boyfriend but recently my ex and I have been in contact and we are still seeing each other. He was hurt when he found out I started dating another guy within the span of two months and he wants me to break up with the guy which I told him I could not but I'm so confused. I like my current boyfriend but the issue there is that we are not sexually compatible, as in he doesn't satisfy me in bed and I told him about this, he said he is going to work on it that I should not leave him but he doesn't understand that it's not easy for me and I still have sex with my ex whom I enjoy sex with very well. They both want marriage but the age difference between me and the 39 year old is too much but he can satisfy me on bed more than the 33 year old guy. I really don't know what to do. This has been bothering me ever since and anytime I want break up with my current boyfriend he begs me not to leave him that he love me so much. I love him too but I don't want to cheat on him in marriage, what do I do?