I’m 35years this year. I really do not know the te

I’m 35years this year. I really do not know the term to use for my case. Yes my mum, has been on drugs(trifloperazen and two other drugs)for over 40 years now. She suffered mental disorder after her first child birth. Most times I feel I’m beginning to portray most of my mums symptoms, such as withdrawal, lack of sleep and hunger. As it is now, I left home because I’ve not been able to speak to those I live with and they feel I’m keeping malice with them. But I can’t control it. I really do not know what to do. I think I’m going crazy like my mum and it scares me to death