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The feeling of being with someone (romantically)kind fo makes me feel like gagging. When someone hears me say this, the 1st thought is "she is a child" or "not mentally ready". But the thought of not being alone makes me feel disgusting. It feels like I am actually giving apart if me to someone. I interact with people just fine but actually not being alone and people trying to be with me feels very distant and I like the distance. I cant express this emotion well but I know that being with someone even though it s going wellamkes me feel just NO! . Thanks for reading my feelings. And right now I have neutral emotions so I'm not ranting this is my genuine feelings.