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I have constantly consoled myself with the idea of second chances. I've failed too many times since I left high school and it's only understandable why I should give up I waste money and time and energy but still it's not my best and so I fail and only get depressed at the end. My heart hurts my mind is so loud Everyone seems to have everything figured out Why am I this unlucky What am I doing wrong I hate my life so much I don't even know myself anymore And I shut my friends off Nobody knows me anymore And my 20th birthday is coming up What's worth celebrating I want to give up I want to just disappear to go I only regret not giving up long ago Because now there's too much invested in ny story I feel so bad For the false hope my family have in me In my career I'm not worth their love and care I'm tired My mom Her perfect kids and then there's me My brothers I've only wanted to be a good sister to them A good example But I've messed up too much I'm tired My dad He's still alive at least in my dreams I miss you so much and I want to make everything right just because of you But I'm tired I am only a shadow now Nobody sees it yet I will be gone before they do