I don’t what is happening to me; I am the first born of my family and anytime I want to invest my money, that investment will crash. The last time I invested in Bitcoin, it went down. So many things I have done, and something will happen against my wish.
I am tired of life.
if this should continue, I may consider suicide as the only option.
Anonymous
Hello Friend.
suicide is not a solution, because it doesn’t fix the problem. Try seeking the counsel of a career counsellor they can help you decide on the best career path to take.
Also, when going into a business, talk to people who are already into it. They can help guide you through the pros and cons of the business you wish to invest in.
Anonymous
It’s very easy for others to “give advise” when they are not in your shoes. It is also very understandable to consider suicide when you have endured so much difficulty and frustration. One of the joys of being alive, is reaping the fruits of your hard labour. When there are no fruits, or your efforts seems to be in vain, then life starts to look undesirable.
But, I will encourage you to examine your own specific circumstances. There’s this unrealistic pressure on first-borns, to be perfect and to carry burdens that are not theirs. See if this pressure shows up anywhere in your life (especially from childhood), and find ways to start releasing yourself from those responsibilities. This should give you some mental/emotional clarity to make better decisions. It should also help you focus on caring for yourself (you can’t pour from an empty or broken cup).
And, if you can afford it, please find help from a non-judgemental professional therapist.
Wishing you all the best.