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Writing this with no sadness or pain again cos I’ve cried it all out, I’m just indecisive about what I’m supposed to do, my story is about me not loving myself enough, I was thinking and hoping someone else loves me more, he made me feel I wasn’t enough…I’m in a relationship with a 36 year old and when I met him, I felt I met my world , we will be 2 years by April, I love him so much but I noticed he’s a constant cheat and man is so secretive, I cannot even hold his phone not to talk of knowing his passwords,it’s a distant relationship… the problem began after I found him cheating with a guest he brought to stay in his house late last year , I lost confidence, I became insecure, heard from a trusted friend he’s still in love and In a relationship with his Ex that got married years back and they both stay in the same community , work in the health sector, visit each other secretly and all, I confronted him and it’s been series of lies My problem is, I confronted him in an immature way cause I used lots of cursing and words I didn’t mean , he then changed towards me, he is not caring, doesn’t call, texts differently, I’m finding it difficult to leave and move on with my life, so so difficult cause I really do love him, tried talking to him so we can fix things, he probably doesn’t want the relationship anymore but don’t wanna end it, the connection between us isn’t there anymore What do I do 😢 It’s obvious I’m to walk away but it’s really hard