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I have never dated before. So when I was 20..i met someone who I liked a lot, I think he loved me too but, he refused to date.. Sha, before the whole stuff we already said we are not going to date... But, I started catching feels.. Plus he wanted coitus . I was a virgin. I can't sleep with someone I wasn't dating. But, I try to have coitus with him but I wasn't working. I wasn't feeling it... But, I loved him. I wanted to date him but, him refused... I love talking to him. But, one day we stopped talking. I at like I was ok. But, I'm not.... I try dating someone else. But, it wasn't working. I hardly like someone.. I don't know what to do.. I'm going insane. I want to talk to him. But, I can't. I'm always acting like I don't give a shit. But inside my head. I'm dying. I need help