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I'm a university student. But, I can't spell or pronounce words correctly. I always need my phone to spell. Without my phone I'm dumb.. I feel like dying. I've tried everything in my power but it doesn't seems to work. If like I'm suffocating. It comes with low self Esteem Because, I can't make friends Because, I don't want people to know I can't spell or read correctly. I don't know what to do. I'm 2yrs old