Maybe if I can, I’d have chosen where to be born or who should have given birth to me. For 27 years I always feel like going back to heaven; nothing is working for me. I have lost all hope and I don’t know maybe one of these days I’ll stop existing and have the courage to end it all. most people think I’m strong but I’m not.
Anonymous
Hello friend,
It sounds like you are going through a really tough time.
You should not lose hope and faith like that, don’t be too quick to give-up on yourself now. Better days are coming, and you will look back at your present state and be thankful you stayed hopeful and persevered through all the difficulties you are facing right now.
Try to not give in to negative thoughts, don’t isolate yourself too. Surround yourself with people you know care about you, prioritize selfcare and engage in activities you find refreshing and makes you happy.
Remember suicide does not end pain and suffering so hang in there because you have a very fulfilling life ahead of you.