I’m graduated from school 2019. I was posted to Port Harcourt, Rivers state for my NYSC 2021. Since then, I have been living miserably. My life here on earth seem valueless to me.
Several times I imagine myself standing on a bridge, looking down the big River. I have a backpack filled with stones. I imagine taking a plunge. i have no job and no hope for life.
I wish I can get a job.
It’s really sad when your plans for life don’t go as you have hoped it would but that should not make you give-up hopes on your dreams. Also, try to get a menial job that can help you cater for your basic needs; this will for prepare you in terms of building character, establishing and maintaining relationship in a workplace of a professional white-collar job. You might also look into getting a vocational skill; this can help you build a career and grow finances too.
Try not to be too hard on yourself. Remember life is in phases and the position you are in now, is just one of those phases you will outgrow soon. Stay hopeful do your best and don’t give up.