While I was entering university, God told me that if I want to be successful. I should keep myself till I’m done. And that I should not defile myself. I believe that’s means I should not have sex while in school.
My dad got the same revelation too. And I promised my self that.
I have abstained from sex ever since then, in still a virgin though, but in the last two weeks and today, I have received blow jobs twice from a girl I liked so much. I feel terrible right now. I don’t know.if I have broken the order God gave me. I’m so sad… I don’t know what to do.
I’m feeling so bad? Did I defile myself? Have unbroken the convenant I had with God?
Please help me…
Anonymous
If you feel remorseful about your actions, you can seek forgiveness through prayer and repentance. It could also be beneficial to think about your own beliefs and what you inherently consider to be right or bad. This can help you make decisions that are consistent with your personal views and spiritual development.
The best way of action to resolve these issues and discover the clarity and calm you’re looking for would ultimately be to seek direction from a religious leader that appreciates your beliefs and ideals or seek the counsel of a guidance counsellor.