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While I was entering university, God told me that if I want to be successful. I should keep myself till I'm done. And that I should not defile myself. I believe that's means I should not have sex while in school. My dad got the same revelation too. And I promised my self that. I have abstained from sex ever since then, in still a virgin though, but in the last two weeks and today, I have received blow jobs twice from a girl I liked so much. I feel terrible right now. I don't know.if I have broken the order God gave me. I'm so sad... I don't know what to do. I'm feeling so bad? Did I defile myself? Have unbroken the convenant I had with God? Please help me...