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So I was humiliated today. I tried not desiring titles in other to avoid humiliation or trouble. I will tell myself I cannot do this, that. I think I would fail. So I fear trying. But I tried to come out of that shell and participate. I told someone while thinking positive that this would be a chance for me to get to meet people I have been seeing around and for people to know me better. I've been a reserved person so people think that I'm proud. The folks I associate with I later found out that most are corny in character, they've said so much things that's not true about me so the others avoid me or keep me at great distance. At the very end, I was not chosen among the participants. I am disappointed that I was led on to face the rounds only to be humiliated with people in sheer mockery asking why I was not selected. I am disappointed that this has been the second big move of my life regarding leadership. And I was just so close. This close and it didn't happen.