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Am writing this because I don't want to make a wrong decision for myself. Something in me keeps telling me I need help because with what has happened to me in life really affect me mentally. As a child who grew up in a broken home and a lot had happened that am still fighting with in my head for me to just let go. In my relationship life too, this trauma affects me a lot which makes me have these feelings in me that I deserve more. But what makes me write this now is that for like 3years now after my relationship of 4years ended, I lose interest in man generally all the relationship I had after doesn't work out, the highest relationship was lasted for a month. I discovered I complained alot,nagged and I always got angry easily. I always feel like I don't deserve everything that's happening to me. Please I really need help I don't want to be lonely forever. What can I do?