Hi to whoever is reading this,
I am addicted to pornography and it all started when I was like 9 years when I saw the video in our gate man’s phone when he brought it to our house to charge now I’m 19.
It’s really draining. I find it disgusting to watch but I’ve no choice because I always find a way of going back to it (I guess that is what addiction is all about). I sometimes hate myself for it. It’s like I have fallen into a dark hole and I don’t know how to bring myself out of it.
I always ask myself this question. How my life would have been if I did not search through our Gate man’s phone and saw the first video that made me addicted. My life would been more peaceful.
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I’m really sorry to hear that you’re struggling with this addiction; it can be challenging to overcome, but it’s possible.
Think about talking to a therapist or counsellor who specialises in addiction. They can offer support in coping with and overcoming this addiction as well as a safe space to express your emotions.
Try to make research on softwares and apps to block or limit your access to adult content websites. Find alternative activities or interests to keep your mind and time occupied.
Your life can improve, and you can regain control over your actions and emotions; just remember that recovery is a journey and it takes a while to achieve your desire sometimes but with dedication and consistent effort you will overcome this addiction.