Hi to whoever is reading this,
I am addicted to pornography and it all started when I was like 9 years when I saw the video in our gate man’s phone when he brought it to our house to charge now I’m 19.
It’s really draining. I find it disgusting to watch but I’ve no choice because I always find a way of going back to it (I guess that is what addiction is all about). I sometimes hate myself for it. It’s like I have fallen into a dark hole and I don’t know how to bring myself out of it.
I always ask myself this question. How my life would have been if I did not search through our Gate man’s phone and saw the first video that made me addicted. My life would been more peaceful.