I had sex with a guy on our first date, after talking for three days. The whole school has heard about, my friends can’t believe it, I can’t believe I did that too. I felt so cheap and feel like I sold my body and soul to him, and I also felt naked.
I forgot about how my body is a temple of God and playing hard to get, I wish I disappeared off the face of the Earth. He talked about it as if it’s nothing. Deep inside me I feel like killing him and myself. I so much hate him. It’s continuing and I want to stop it from happening again. If I get out of this I don’t think I can trust or date any boy. I don’t feel like getting married in the future either. I hate him and I’m scared of doing something bad to him or to myself.