I’m an orphan. I get into relationship with this guy one year ago, we’re always good together and we love each other we do fight but we resolve everything.
Last four months I found out I was pregnant; I’m really terrified about it causes I’m always on pills, and I’m not ready to have a child cause we’re not financially stable. I took abortion pills when the pregnancy was three weeks.
After two months of taking the pills, I didn’t see my monthly period. I went for scan and find out that the child is still there, we decided to keep it cos the pregnancy is three months then to avoid complications.
After a week I had miscarriage which is very complicated during the process I fought with my boyfriend cos he started acting as if he doesn’t care.
I become heartbroken because everything is hard for me to process and out of anger, I told him we’re breaking up.
To my surprise, he immediately agreed to it. After some days I went to his place to beg him, but he said he don’t want to have anything to do with me he blocked me on every social media.
I found out he was moving on well and I’m having problem of doing so. I cried a lot and lost a lot of weight I couldn’t concentrate again at work I just keep thinking about him every minute.
Please help me I also want to move on but the memories we created keeps hurting me.