Falling in love has been Soo hard for me lately, after my last relationship. I gave my all to that relationship and even had my first sex with her just to satisfy her urges. It became a norm for me since she was addicted to it. I tried forgiving her past we moved on, and she still later cheated on me.
Ever since last year I have always met with people i love, but things would just work like the past relationship.
I found a new love the one I cherish Soo much, but she has similar past as my ex. She has slept with men while she was much younger this is always getting to me. In as much as I love her, and she does love me my heart creeps to know if she’s going to be like my ex again.
Above all my heart’s isn’t feeling right I feel too much burden thinking of how I can’t forgive this past of hers, knowing I wasn’t the first guy in her life to have done those past with.
I feel like love always fails me, and I keep trying my best to get it right. It just seems like every lady aren’t pure, true, and honest.
I really do love this my babe now. But when I remember her past life my heart’s beats Soo fast. I wonder if her ex keeps disturbing her or any guy. I just feel Soo weak and scared with over jealousy.
I need help!!!
I need real love !!!
I need honesty!!!