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I’m a 25Years old Freelancer and blogger , earlier last year I met this young lady through a friend and we started talking which later led to something solid and we started the relationship, was going smoothly and sweet till the point I realized she had a girl she does fwb with before we started dating. She told me she was going to end it and delete the number, and I accepted it as her past in as much she’s not continuing. she didn’t and was texting the guy behind me. She told me now S£x because she was going through spiritual sanctity. I agreed and also implore her to let’s start fasting and prayer , weeks later , she told me she was going to see a sister around the fwb guys place, lo and behold , she was going to the guy, I traced her down because I wanted to be sure I and caught him inside the house, I was able to enter because the guy happens to be Someone I know. I confirmed she has seggzz wuth the guy despite telling me she was going through spiritual sanctity. I was damaged and broken and didn’t have anything to do with any girl after I broke up with her . 8month later , met this beautiful girl who I really is into me and interested, but the problem is I can no longer trust again even when she reassure everyday , I check her chat everytime and this causes issues, I relate what the first girl did to whatever thing she do and feel it’s possible. My Infidelity and trust issues is almost costing me this relationship but I don’t want to loose this girl. I need help, whenever she goes somewhere and I can’t reach him , I start thinking maybe she went the same way that girl went that day and switch off her phone. Please, help me