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My mother has been concerned for another guy besides my father. I'm pretty sure that guy and mom had an intimate relationship, after all I've seen them hugging, holding hands, taking photos together, talking on mobile in the midnight. I wasn't planning to tell anyone about this but I just couldn't take it anymore. I hated how my mom would choose that man over me. It still hurts thinking about it. I just asked for a little motherly love. But she never understands me. She couldn't even tell what I've been going through, how i was fighting with suicidal thoughts. But she did one thing for sure and that is mocking me happily saying that I'll commit suicide, I'm emotional etc. Little did she know I did suicidal attempts. Anyway in the end when my big brother started to doubt my mother and that man, I told my brother everything about mom. Then my brother had an argument with mom. Now mom is blaming me, emotional blackmailing me for saying the truth to my brother. Finally now I'm at this state, stuck in my dark world with confusion. I can't figure out what I did was right or wrong. Sometimes i think I did the right thing telling the truth, sometimes I think I should have told my brother lies when he was asking me about mom's behavior. For this I can't even sleep at night, just thinking about it, I feel like my body is trembling. I can't focus on studies. What do you think I was right or wrong ?