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I am really sorry you went through all of this. It must have been incredibly painful and confusing, especially with your family not believing you and treating you the way they did. You were so brave to speak up about what was happening, even when it was difficult to fully understand. It sounds like your brother manipulated you and made you doubt yourself, and your family's reaction only made things worse. This is a lot to carry, especially at such a young age. How have you been coping with all of this now, and do you have anyone you trust to talk to about what happened?

it's possible that you may be experiencing PTSD from the experience you had, it's important you talk to someone about it. have you considered therapy?

I tried forgetting and forgiving several times but now it's all coming back strong especially with my privacy, He would pry into my journals and ideas and things about my life I'd write on papers and books when I'm not around then when we'rehaving conversationsHe would use them againstme,

I even found my Google account signed in to his ipad, found out he was reading all my WhatsApp, Instagram chats to use them against me, we settled many times but the settlement came with new episodes

It even came as far as him settling with me one time only to convince me so much into going naked and doing this 3d rendering scan to create an AI model on Instagram, sugar coating it telling me I'll make all the profits from it when it goes viral, I hesitated for a long time but he came back the next day persuading me saying he can't hire a prostitute to come and do it for him that it'll feel weird and all that and that he has to pay her. He first said I'll wear a nude bikini so i won't be fully naked, then I finally agreed with the thought of he's my brother so there's nothing there lemme just do it I'll still make money from it, so I wore a mask and he did the scan with my bikini on

only for him to give me this weird look and said now take off your bra, and I was like what?? he said the scan will have lines because I'm wearing a cloth and I'm like you said we were doing a different scan at first that we won't do the complete naked scan ad he replied yes but we need to make it more realistic that wearing a cloth will limit the AI model and I said no I can't and he said we've come this far just do it we're so close to getting the scan (in my own words) I hesitated at first but then I was like okay I took it off, less I forget he told me that if he's not able to complete the coding and everything he'll give me 200k for the scan but if he succeeded I'd make money from the royalties and sponsorship and so on... and I agreed before you knew he gave me the devious look and was like I should take off my underwear which is my pant again saying just finish it we've already come this far, I hesitated but I did it and then he did the scan.

thought it'll end there but he came again the next day saying he was supposed to use a white background to do the scan, he begged and In my mind I'm like you've done it before, we did the scan and when I was about to go In and put on my clothes he said he needed me to help him do a research and I didn't need to put on my clothes for it I ignored and went inside to put on my clothes because I was feeling awkward I came and he said I should name a price, and I was thinking it was normal online Google research and he put it on record and j said okay 15k and told me to say i agreed to do the research and I agreed to do the scan I kept asking what the research was but he refused to say it on the recording, then when said we should go into my parents

into my parents room and was contemplating if we should do it in his room my room or my parents room before he finally chose my parents room and told me he has always wanted to know how circumcised girls react to massage and I was like hun?? then he said okay no fingering or sucking my tits which one do I want and that was the research, in shock and confusion I laughed and was walking away thinking he was joking he kept following me and I said I was going to my mums shop that I was supposed to help her open the shop and he kept insisting and shouting at me this time around now trying to use his seniority to call me back but I didn't answer because I was beginning to get scared and hastily opened the door and ran later in tbe afternoon while I was sleeping in my mom's shop he came in and woke me up and was like I was trying to figure out how far I've gone down the line, (like if I'm spoilt) then said you think I don't know about this your "boy"

about this "boy" whose name I cannot mention and at that time the boy was wooing me so I was like how do you know him(remember I said he was prying into my phone and chats)....

I've thought about therapy but I don't really have the money for it

I see, don't you think you need to speak to your mom about this? How old are you? Have you considered that he may just be taking advantage of you because he feels you are naive and have no one to confined in?

I'm 18 and I do not have a good relationship with my mom and besides the last time I told her about this she became a thorn in my flesh and was siding with my brother, I don't think he's seeing me as naive I just think he'I don't really know his entire aim

(made previous writing mistakes, I meant- I just don't understand what his aim is about

okay, do you think he might be taking advantage of you though? aside your mom is there some other person you can talk to about what's been going on?

there's literally nobody to talk to, that's why I just came here to free myself a little from the burden and yes He was taking advantage of me before but now he's seen that I'm no longer a kid

It's good that you know the importance of basically talking about what's going on to free your mind.. When you feel comfortable you can consider talking to someone about it, maybe a close friend or family member or your parents. how about that?

Haaa talking to my parents is outta the question, talking to a family member....Well I'm not close to any and for the friend....I do not have any

So, what's your plan?

I really do not know, what would you have done if it were you? And by the way thank you soooo much for listening, I really appreciate.