By viv12641
I have a very cute smart, intelligent, hyper active one year and 11 months old son that I don't know who the father is, he look exactly like me even his character too exactly mine. It all started on a very faithful Sunday after I was at work, because I work in the hospital as an account personnel, my phone rang, I checked the number it was a foreign number, I waited a while before picking them I later picked it was my friend that we lost contact for over ten years, we talked and from there everything picked up again, he said he was coming back and would want us to meet, I was excited too, after 2 months he arrived Nigeria invited me to his place I used my two days off duty to make that trip he paid for my flight 2 ways, we talked about a lot of things his life over there, he was divorced he wanted to settle here in Nigeria and he is already in his 50ties while am in my early 30ties I was ok with it he later went back and came back again this time he came to visit me where I stay, we ran our medical test waited for result before we had sex, we started making plans, he bought lands started making plans of building and setting things up for me, he practically told me he wants to get me pregnant, I didn't object till we got talking after sex then he dropped the bombshell that he does not want marriage, at that moment I lost interest in everything he was doing, I told him am out, he later travelled back from my place but I stopped talking to him, that the same week be left my my boss and my friend from my former place of work called me and that she wanted to introduce me to the husband friend who is looking for a wife at first I refused then she encouraged me not to give up, so I accepted, I went to her place met with the guy, he wasn't my type but he was ok,it was weekend I stayed over one thing led to another we had sex I was not happy it happened we start3d making plans for our introduction then i discover i was pregnant, i told my friend that introduced me to the guy, " am confused i dont know who owns this pregnancy we checked my calender and she told is for this new guy. This started going on well, I was happy, then suddenly my friend wanted me to start coming to her place to do chores which I couldn't do , I was never doing that before, am also busy I work, then we started having issues, suddenly my new guy changed started drinking womanizing he will drink and come back 3am aske to settle the bike fare, I tried talking to him, i prayed nothing worked so I left with my 5 months pregnancy, one of my friend asked me to move in with her and her family which I did because at that point my rent was due and I didn't renew it because of our marriage plans and preparations, so I moved in with my friend and her family she was cool, but it was though, i reached out to my friend the one based in the uk i told him i was pregnant but he shouldnt ask me who the father is, so he said ok, everything started going on well, he started taking care of me and I tell my friend everything about him, one day I complained to my friend about the nightmares am having, she didn't say anything, after one week she called me that we should pray she woke me up around 12 midnight asked me to come outside which i did she started the prayer after which she washed my head with water used bitter leaf to be beating my body and saying that nothing will happen to me, after 4 months i put to bed through cs the bill was foot by my friend based in the uk, that was when everything chang3d, as I write this now my friend left her husband house moved in to my house that was rented for me and my baby because when the tension became too much I left I got myself a small apartment close to my office, she left the husband cooked up a lot of lies against me and whatever she says is what he believes and does, at a point it got so bad my family asked me to come back home am presently at home no job thinking of how to end it all
I understand it can be exhausting to go through so many ups and downs, especially when it feels like everything is happening at once, and you have to deal with it on your own. But please, before you think about ending it all, remember that your son needs you, you have the chance to shape your future and find peace, even if it seems impossible at the moment. dealing with the hurt from the betrayal of your friend and not knowing your child's father can be a lot to deal with, have you tried talking to a counselor about what you have been dealing with?
not yet
With the type of pressure you may be dealing with at the moment and also the emotional, physical stress that you have been dealing with, don't you think talk to a mental health professional would help provide you guidance on how to navigate the situation better?
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