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I am so sorry you are feeling this way. mood swings, exhaustion, and feelings of hopelessness can be symptoms of issues like depression and anxiety especially if they have lasted for a period of time. Makes it hard to enjoy activities and communicate with people around us but that doesn't mean you are a bad parent. Have you considered seeking therapy? Concerning your kids, have you tried to hurt them before? Do you have any you can talk about how you are feeling, who can help you cater to the needs of your kids?

this is quite a lot. I know this may sound flimsy but please take more vitamin D supplement and surround yourself with an atmosphere that makes you happy like a playlist of your favorite songs, pictures of your loved ones on your phone or wallpaper, writing a letter to your future self at futureme.com. please stay alive. If life didn't have anything to offer you will be dead by now trust me. That you're alive is enough reason to stay alive. I know it may sound cliche but be grateful for this one life you have. just take a trip to the ICU of any general hospital in your area, it will help you appreciate the gift of life more.