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Good morning everyone. I am one year in marriage.recently, I and my husband had a misunderstanding which was later resolved .After few weeks, I was just casually checking his phone and I saw chats with his ex(during our fallout) , where he was telling her how perfect it was between them, how he was still in the marriage because of our child. How he feels that helping me with my career will make me Lord over him, how when he has a daughter he will name her after his ex ,that it has always been the ex and it will always be her. That he doesn't know why God allowed them to take the ex away from him.that the ex (who is married) should give room for more conversation since he might be needing advise from her anytime we have relationship issues. When I showed him the message he sincerely kept apologizing but always gave the excuse that it was because he was emotionally down due to the fight we had. A mentor had spoken to us and advise I left it go and give him a chance . I have forgiven him but I still feel I can't trust him. This has been affecting my mind. What should I do, even my self esteem is on the low.