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Hi everyone, I have been in a relationship for more than a year but the only time I enjoyed the relationship was the first 6 months. My spouse cheated on me with her ex first within the first year but we settled it later on she cheated on me with another guy again and I still caught her. She pleaded and we continued but she's still keeping close connection with the same guy and anytime I raise the topic she fights with me for days even weeks showing it to my face that I can't stop her from choosing who to talk to or not I love her but I'm not at peace with myself for a long time and it's causing a lot on me. I don't know what to do. She always claim to love me too but I can't feel it I can't even touch her phone but she knows all my pins and passwords I'm being very careful with her because any little thing I do gets her angry. I'm really confused at this stage and I have tried fighting for the relationship I don't know what else to do again. I'm loosing my mind I'm loosing it all