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I feel very heartbroken and pained , my wife and I have been together for 7 years dated for 5 years and married for 2 years , we have a sone who’s only 15 month old .. she recently got access to my old phone and had downloaded messages of me cheating on her , she never confronted me or spoke about it .. I started noticing deferent new patterns and I decided to pay attention, apparently she had this job interview in another city , and we had to drop our son over at a minder so I can go to work and she can also go for the interview .. so this day I left the house and I was just out the window by the room .. I noticed she carried our son to the sitting room and locked him up far from the room and she started making calls , she was talking to a guy she had met up with while so told me she went for an interview, they kept on talking really dirty and nasty things , about sex and positions she likes .. I couldn’t have it anymore I quickly bursted in the house , I was broken and she realised I had listed to everything , my son was seriously crying and feeling abandoned alone in the sitting room … I decided to make her call the guy back , which she did and he was surprised to hear a child’s voice so he asked her , whos child is that , she then told him I’m actually married and I have a son and my husband just found o it about us .. the guy was shocked , we sat down and started talking and she opened up to me that they had sex when she went for the interview .. I was broken beyond repair.. she was on a dating site speaking with about 5 different men , before now I would swear with my life she won’t do this , she kept pounding on the fact that I caused it and I have been emotionally distance and what she saw on my phone too .. as I type this I’m still very hurt and broken , honestly I love her a lot and il looking to start again , we have registered for therapy.. I’m just confused , am I crazy or does this even feel right to want to give her a chance again ? … please I need words