I started dating my ex boyfriend in 2020 during the lockdown. It was a nice relationship he came off really nice but as time went on things changed. I wanted to breakup but he asked me to forgive then broke up with me 2 months later and we were 1 year in the relationship. He was my first kiss and the first man to ever hold me like a woman. We didn’t have sex although he wanted to but I said no. When he broke up with me I felt broken and angry because I loved and was willing to make the relationship work but when it was uncomfortable for him, he left. After the breakup he suggested that we became friends. I was ok with it because I loved him and I couldn’t stay mad at him. So I was ok with it. But he would kiss many times and still say he didn’t want a relationship with me because there’s so much on his mind. But yet he still wants to be with me sexually. I don’t really mean thidbut the Lord please forgive me when I say that I hate him. For causing me such hurt and he keeps doing it over and over. I hate him but I still love him. I want to forget about him. But I can’t. I would give anything to move on but I don’t know how to. Please help me.
Anonymous
Trust me I know how it feels
Try staying away from such person, avoid staying in the same room with him ,cos he is only taking advantage of your innocence and one day he might press further please flee now when it’s not too late
Anonymous
U cnt possibly love nd hate a person…u choose 1…and mind you he doesn’t love you,he just wanna av sex with u nd jilt u..i’m a man so take that fact….leave him nd leave him 4 good friend or no friend