Hi….. I’m 18 yrs old and I’m dating a girl if 17

Hi…..
I’m 18 yrs old and I’m dating a girl if 17
Although I am done with school now
She isnt we have been dating a while but we dated 3 years ago when I was still in junior 3
We had issues with friends and parents
So we had to cut off
Note that all the time we were together
We never had issues in school
We both bright,smart infact we met in a school competition

After we broke up we lost contact
I didn’t stop dating neither did she
But it all failed and was never like the one we shared

Sometime last month,we met and I sparked up the feelings
And after much controversy
She took me back
Sorry I didn’t mention I was a cheat and a liar the first time we were together
I caused the whole problems we had and the break up even,made her cry a couple times even
So sad

But she took me back…
All those years we were apart we didn’t stop the feelings
Twice I looked for her, apologized and she took me back but I always ruin things eventually
So she cut me off totally
Almost 3 years later…I’m done with school but she isn’t
I still think about her
Still feel love for her
So on her birthday I went back to apologize and beg again (for the third time)
You’d be surprise that she still took me back
I confessed I still love her and she did same

We decided to try again
But we keep having little issues now
Mostly me again
Not cheating though just liars and excuses
Always acting busy towards her

Just this night
We had it out and she broke up again
I still love her
Genuine love guyz
We have never had sex
Still all virgins
I know she loves me too but she’s probably tired from all the pain I cause her

What do I do??
I really love this girl