Honestly I don’t know what to do, I had a child three years ago, I was rejected by most people even my family members, I gave birth and after 6 months I lost my child, I was hurt , broken and shattered, I tried to move on but this thought keep hunting me. For three years I stayed away from love and friendship, I finally decided to move on, started working and doing stuffs that gives me joy, meet people that made me happy too, a friend of mine gave birth and I decided to see her baby after so much contemplation, since I saw the baby I haven’t been unhappy again, seems more like the trauma is fresh, I can’t move on the guilt is back, I cry every single day now, worst is that people close to me are leaving my life, friends avoid me for no good reason, honestly I’m tired 😭😭😭😭😭
