Why does my life feels like it has no meaning, i need to get myself back together i used to say one day I’ll be financially strong enough to take care of my needs and that day has come I can take care of myself i pay my bills and take care of my family though i am yet to get a degree but it all just feels like my existence now has no meaning, i carry everybody around me along I think that comes from a side of emotions in my heart that feels the need for everyone to have a the life that they deserve but myself is just a broken lost soul and it has no meaning when i try to think of something to do to give my life meaning every response in my head comes out with a reason that’s relating to why it’s not worth it. Is this what life really is all about? I feel like making a difference sometimes really is all about playing dirty, how to become a president of your country? Politics, how to fight crime? Killings would be involved, how to maintain peace between nations? There has to be a war, life really feels like one great mess to the point even living for yourself or the moment still hurts and feels like you could do better, this is not the life I thought life would be when i used to be a kid. The only thing that comes to my head is about making my life better than it has ever been but still with that I cannot reward myself for it it just feels like a tree that people enjoy the fruits but the tree itself cannot bite from its own fruit. Why is life such a great mess? Why can’t i find a purpose to my life? Or am I just destined to live through the time and fade away like majority that have come and gone? I don’t want that life for myself i need a life, can anyone guide me through this? I am totally lost and I know it. I just need to find myself 😪
Anonymous
Life as we all know is in ups and downs,try not to think too much about it’s complexity because its answer might not be what you really want.live a day at a time dear.