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Growing up with the loss of my two brothers and my father leaving me with just my mother and my relationship with my mother is not great .. this left me feeling lonely and am also not good at making and keeping friends, so I have always been on my own literally from my teenage age to now that am 29yrs with just two friends that the relationship isn’t that great ... I have always looked forward to getting married and having kids so as to take away the loneliness. I got married November 2019, and I was so looking forward to getting pregnant and having a child to fill up the loneliness but I haven’t been able to conceive since then till now .. this is greatly affecting me, making me depressed,more lonely and thinking so much about my late brother’s how life would have been better for me if they were here and recently I feel like I should just die and join my late brothers and I also feel I failed my self and my family because been the only remaining child from a family that is struggling I was suppose to get married to a man working and comfortable even if not so wealthy that can take care of me and my family, help my family out from our struggles and also give my family grandchildren to fill up the loss I and my mother has experienced with the death of my brothers and father.. this is greatly affecting my life and also my marriage making me considering quitting the marriage, I feel it’s better am single than been married with no kids and also still struggling like when I was still single