I don’t know where to start from, but I guess anywhere is alright. It doesn’t matter whether it’s the beginning or the end. I have always wondered what the worst feeling is… I don’t think I have an answer yet… but I will say self-hatred. Sometimes all these feelings… it makes me think whether I am just making shit up, that it’s just an illusion of my mind. Afterall, no one sees. A class mate told me I am one of the happiest person she’s ever seen. Is that right? No. But I can’t possibly deny that since I try so hard to make everyone believe I’m happy. I came to realize that, I am just trying to trick my brain to believe it’s okay, that am happy; it was never about anyone, it was always about me.

1 Comment
  • Kuro Briggs
    7:10 AM, 4 November 2020

    Hello happiness is a choice if you can make people think you are happy and they admire you for that why not keep being happy remember its just a choice

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