this shit is fucking hard. no one to talk to. no o

this shit is fucking hard. no one to talk to. no one to vent to. everyone is busy and I don’t want to inconvenience anyone. I hate it so much. I’m embarrassed tired stressed. I hate my life. everyday I hope it’ll get better. I pray. I’m tired of crying. I’m fucking tired. hate everything. I hate this so much. I wish I actually had the mind to kms but I can’t. nothing exciting. I see everyone around me happy in school and its fucking depressing. I hope I make it. I really do. fuck this. fuck everything and everyone. I love Nicki so much because she’s the only thing making me happy rn. is this life even worth living? what the fuck is the point??? live for years… work, go to stupid school.