I’m not feeling normal like other human being I feel strange about myself.
I av tried to be a good woman but the more I try the more things get worsten for me every guy I dated it always ending in tears this last one I got pregnant for him last year til after asking me to keep the pregnancy he suddenly stop talking to me not even ask about the baby ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I hate myself the more …the more I open and explain my problems to them the more I lose friends I noticed each and everyone I have discussed my problem with they have not be solution to any of my problem rather after a week they suddenly don’t communicate with me again 🙄 and claim they were busy now I’m hiding inside my shield I don’t want to share my pains with anyone again cuz the more I do the more the people I call friends reduce communication with me even if I post on my status and say I’m dying my friends will view it and none will call to check on me …
I don’t really feel normal I really want to help myself I really want to push myself but why can’t I just come out. If I call my child father he ignores my calls and text sometimes shout at me . I don’t sleep at night I think and cry too much … I have made effort to relocate to another country to start life over again with my child but no possible way bcuz of invitation letter… I cry every day of my life
Anonymous
Oh Dear, you don’t have to feel miserable. Can I ask a question’ are you a Christian? Are you the prayer type? Sorry dear I will have to get spiritual’ because your problem is not physical. First and foremost,tackle with the spiritual before the physical because, the spiritual controls the physical. whatever situation you are not okay with can be taken to God. Sometimes our foundation needs to be tackle with because, majority of the spiritual problems we are going through today are usually generated from our foundations. prayer is the key to your problem. They’re things happening to you that you can’t just accept or live with it. I advice you look for a genuine church you can go for counseling and deliverance. because this is a spiritual issue. You can start your prayers with psalm 35,18,1Sam 2:1-10. Isaiah 42,43,& 45. I pray you understand everything i said because sometimes if you are not spiritual, you may likely not to understand spiritual matters. I hope you take this seriously. God bless you.