Goodafternoon Sir/Ma,
I have a story so deep to share and I need way out of this I beg you please.
When I was young (haven’t started seeing my period though) I had sex, That keep lingering in my head. Anytime am alone that come to my head. As I was maturing, I decided to stop myself from having that coming into my head but it couldn’t. One day on an altar call to give my life to Christ I went and I told God to please make me whole again psychologically but after sometime I regained my self. While in school if I watch a movie and they Involve in any sexual act even though is only kissing I always started imagining that anytime am alone. In essence I usually see or feel sexual romance like seeing my self imagining me and someone having sex or doing one thing or the other. But now am 23, I still imagine it but not too much. After my secondary school someone came to hand in marriage which I didn’t accept because I just gained admissions and I wasn’t ready at all. So now am in my 200L and I have a friend who I think what’s to seek my hand in marriage not sure yet but his words shows it. Am confused right now, I have prayed, prayed but nothing. I tried so much to let out all this emotional situations but I can’t. I need help. Please what should I do, am in a stormy sea, indeed help. Help me. Dear Lord please forgive me and help me through your channel. God bless you
Anonymous
Hello dear I think you should just do what you did the first time that actually worked that is asking God for help and there after make up your mind to let go the past you don’t want to remember again.surely God is the same yesterday,today and for ever.
Anonymous
1. What you feel is quite normal with people esp your age. You are human, you have feelings. However, you can help yourself by being mindful of what you see and watch because those are mostly what triggers such thoughts and imaginations. Be mindful of the company you keep and don’t be idle (you know what they say about idleness). Do something productive, get busy and read your bible.
2. From what I’ve read, you seem like the religious type. Do you have a relationship with God? Ask the Holy Spirit for help, He is your friend.
3. Forgive yourself for the past. 2Cor5:17. God loves you, He has forgiven you. You should forgive yourself too.
4. You’re in 200L, at this stage of yours don’t you think you should take your relationship with God and your education more seriously? I think you should. Unless that guy actually says he wants to get married and shows it (at the same), don’t put ideas in your own head.
P.S, if you don’t mind, I’d like to know how he’s showing these actions you mentioned.
♥️
Anonymous
Thank you.. Iike am so blessed right now and relieved of this thought through your words. Anyways, the man sometimes will like say, he will want to tell me something very important if I come back from school and my sister said the day I called him he like saved my number with angel, he always I mean everyday call without stop. So I had that thought because I knew him for a long time