Life has been really overwhelming for me of recent. I just feel like everything’s moving too fast, and I feel lonely most times. I feel bad that I’ve never been in a relationship… even though I’m just 18. I’ve got anxiety from school and so many people’s expectations. I feel so much pressure and restriction at the same time. I zone out of conversations very often and I suddenly want to be alone. But when I am alone, I get sad. I talk to myself alot cos there’s nobody else to talk to. I’ve been into a guy for three years and I just found out that he didn’t even know me…even though we’ve talked a couple of times. He’s not obliged to know me, but it still hurt like hell. I freak out everytime I think of my future, because I don’t know what I really want to to with my life to give myself a sense of purpose.
