From losing my dad at age 6 to losing my granny who pretty much played the mother role since my mom had to work. Grew up a timid child, bullied at home and school. I’m 21 and I grew a bit of confidence but everything just isn’t working for me, dropped out of school recently and while in school I took a loan to clear some debts I had in school. Now I have a chunk load of debts to clear with no help from nobody whatsoever, I feel so alone in this and I desperately want to end it all but there’s a side of me who wants to know what happens if I don’t give up. It’s all so overwhelming and I don’t know how long I can keep up.
