Ehm actually my first time putting this down, not

Ehm actually my first time putting this down, not actually good at writing. Am the first child, I lost my mum at the age of 16, so I literally turned a mum to my junior ones. Things haven’t been the same ever since then. My dad is striving hard to see that we lack nothing tho. I try my best too to cater for my junior ones too from the little pocket money I get from my dad. I have 3 junior siblings. Honestly, I haven’t been myself ever since then, whenever am alone I cry because it still hurts tho, seeing my dad work day and night to make sure we go to school and have something to sustain us, same set if clothes for years, my siblings unable to wear or get hold of some things they admire or see their mates do. I pray with time, I will overcome this pain