I hate my parents, especially my mum, I hate the fact that they already have my life figured out for me, they just want me to always be at home when I’m not in school or get married, my mum has been on this marriage topic since I clocked 18/19yrs, I’m 23 now and the pressure is getting worse, she has equally magically influenced my dad in to being the same way, I just want to live my life and be happy, they think them giving me a roof over my head is enough reason to be happy, if I ever try to air my opinion I get beaten or cursed out, I’m an introvert so I’m not the sociable type, but any slightest chance I get to step out, they start saying I’ve joined bad folks and then they say a lot of shit to me, really mean things, my mum never misses a chance to body shame me or tell me that I’m a witch sent to ruin their lives, I’m depressed and I want to die badly, the one time I told my mum that she gets me depressed she has held on it and never ceases an opportunity to taunt me with it, all I want is to make it and pay them back all the cash equivalent of whatever they might think they have done for me, but if I’m really not going to be able to do it, I hope I die early.
Kuro Briggs
Hi sorry about that I can only image what extent it has on you for you to take this decision. Talking to someone to talk to them will not be a bad idea and working hard to get money will not also be a bad idea but the bad idea will be that you want to pay them back.
Anonymous
I remember one faithful morning when I was just 9years old, my mum woke me up with a lot of insult and also told me how useless I am, all the bad things she has ever said to me lives rent free in my head, they don’t listen to anybody and they are very manipulative, my dad used to support me until my mum completely turned him against me, she would cry at any given opportunity and anybody who sees her crying would think she is the victim, I told them my mental health is ruined and they both said I should go ahead and die but I should make sure I leave their house first before I kill myself.
Anonymous
Wow I Can so relate with this verbal abuse you’re going through..my advice might not be the best but it helped me out for a while…you can leave the house through school…Are you in School?
Anonymous
Yh, I’m in school, but covid has kept me at home since March, and I don’t think I’m resuming anytime soon, this is why I had no other option than to share before I lose my mind