I’ll be brief because opening up has been hard but I’m getting over it
I was raped at 15 and I was also threatened not to talk . For four months I was having sex with my rapist because he threatened to post a sex of video of us. I couldn’t take it anymore so I voiced out to my sister and she helped me. I reduced so much in weight, I’ve been having sleepless nights for two years. Most times I have suicidal thoughts and suicidal dreams. I don’t know how to love and yes the incident has affected my love life. I’m turning 18 this year and I don’t know how to feel love or anything good all I have in my heart is sorrow and hatred. Moving on is hard even if I’ve lied to myself countless times I haven’t moved on from anything and just yesterday I broke down and yes I almost ended my life with a biro.
Anonymous
Hello sorry for the sad incidence at this time of your life you have to report this case to the police so the rapist will be brought to book and if the case is well handled trust me your nudes video won’t be seen.keep the past behind and look to the future your 18 and you have life way ahead of you.
Choose life.
Anonymous
You are loved Baby girl.No matter what has happened it’s not what ending your life.You are beautiful. I know sometimes in these cases it’s hard to speak up,I suggest you to talk to a teacher or a guardian and seek help from there. It will help letting it out so its easier to fix.And also Let Christ have his place in your life .Talk to a Pastor.
Anonymous
Thank you so much. I’m really grateful ❤️
Tho forgiving is hard and letting go hasn’t been easy but I always talk to God. Thank you so much
Anonymous
God’s word will strengthen you ,You are not alone…Dont let the devil in,
I love you very much and Jesus loves you more .never doubt it