I’m just confused about my life. I can’t even think straight and when i was looking for resolution I met this site. I am an African and growing up was and is still difficult. I was just three when i was raped and it’s been hell growing up with that pain, I even have nightmares till now, I couldn’t tell my mom cuz I was threatened and when she found out I was beaten. Now I’m at secondary school and i want to do arts cuz i’m naturally art based and lord! the pressure is much. i just hope this site helps me…. And I forgot to add… I’m sacred of my father… though he’s said something about loving me.. I’m still scared. HELP!!!!