Well, I just found truthshare because I think I’m at the end of my road, in another depressive episode all I feel right now is fear, I want to die but I also don’t want to die cause I have people that care about me and I also want to prove to myself that I’m stronger than this.. I actually don’t know what to say cause I usually don’t talk about how I feel cause I have no one to talk to
I grew up in my head cause growing up I didn’t talk about my feelings much cause no one cared, anytime I think about my childhood all I see is darkness and all I feel is sadness pain and unloved and it scares me cause all I have is sad memories
I think I’ll end it here cause I can’t go further and this is my first time writing
I just wish I’ll get better cause I want to work on myself
I’m growing into an adult and I don’t want to be like this anymore
I’ve ruined so many beautiful relationships I had and I’m ruining more and all I can think of is dieing and I don’t want to I think there are so many things ahead of me but right now I’m holding on the tip of the life’s rope
Someone should help me
Only if I can find a therapist
Anonymous
Hello.you can actually find a therapist but firstly if you can share your story to someone I think you will be able to see things from another direction and I feel life is not that complicated as you see it.
Anonymous
Life’s beautiful, you first have to start by loving yourself,no one should ever love you more than you love yourself, and you need to rekindle that will to live even if for no reason but for the people who loves you, try to talk to someone about everything, death is not even the end of the road so it’s not an option…