I feel like I’m at a dead end. A lot has happened.

I feel like I’m at a dead end.
A lot has happened. I’ve lost count of all my losses and it’s driving me crazy.

I got scammed of over 20 million naira to online Investments. I know you probably dismiss me to being greedy. Maybe I was. I feel terrible already but I actually got referred to it by this woman I hold in high esteem.

The challenging part is that the funds weren’t mine. I have been servicing the interests. Some of the money belonged to my mum,my dad,most of my friends.i haven’t told anyone what actually happened because I’ve been so afraid to. What would they say? How would my mum handle it especially since it was a loan? I’m scared people would drag me everywhere on social media for money I never spent. I don’t know what else to do.

I’ve been thinking of killing myself to end the misery I feel. The feeling of guilt knowing that I have plunged my family and friends into some deep financial mess.

My only crime was trusting she knew what she was promoting. I was wrong. Now she’s ignoring my messages. She has totally removed herself from the whole transaction.

I started learning Crypto trading myself in September and I can pay back my debt if I’m allowed some months to trade and compound the little capital I have which is less than 50k. I don’t even know how long it’d take me to make the millions. I am scared.

It’s eating me up daily and I am gradually losing my mind. Sometimes I don’t even want to open my eyes after sleeping because I’m too scared to face this new reality. Maybe I’m just a coward.