I don’t know, I feel like I am lost, I am a student of university, I don’t know what else that makes me happy than being with girls, probably having sex… And it hurts me… I want to improve academically… I want to do just what will help me improve. I don’t know. I am lost right now. I don’t know… I feel like dying… I can’t even read books for an hour straight… 😪😪😪I don’t know… In school… I don’t have much… I have a girlfriend though… I would like to say she has been there for me… But I am feeling like dating is affecting my education… I don’t know how to even tell this… I am fed up… Tired and stressed… I really want to die 😪
