I know I’m probably getting sad for no reason but I can’t help it. Things are not going the way I want it career wise and I am kinda getting confused lately on what to pick. I’m a Nigerian, based in Nigeria. I’ve always wanted to become a medical doctor it’s a dream I’ve had since I was young but getting admission to study medicine is really hard in my home country and I can’t afford to travel abroad to study medicine. I am a graduate of anatomy and I have been seeking admission with my degree for three years now but nothing is forthcoming. My Mother and uncle adviced me to try Masters degree program abroad (USA or Canada) since my parents can comfortably afford that. I was asked to study for GRE but I am finding it really hard to do because it’s not what interest me. It had always being medicine for me and doing something else is really hard. Studying had been really hard and I do not want to fail so I have been really frustrated and I think it’s having a negative effect on my mental health. Nothing interests me anymore. I can’t even do things I enjoy doing again. I usually feel weak most time and I am normally a playful person. As much as I try to ignite the spark it’s not just not working out. I just needed someone to share this with and get advice if possible
