I feel it’s the end for me.
Am a lawyer but often engage in gambling, recently a friend gave me about 3m for something important for him and as at now I can’t lay hold of 100k.
And my friend is now demanding for his money,I told him I would pay back by month end.
I can’t stand the outcome,I just think it’s the end of the road for me.may God forgive me and accept my soul.😪
Anonymous
You were not created this way, something actually happened in the past that you need to explore. You could be unconsciously using gambling as a coverup for your past trauma.
You need to talk to a Professional counselor /Psychotherapist that is specialised in trauma and addiction recovery. Trauma informed therapists are available here on the platform.